Jobs

I've brought you something
Something close to me
I've left you something
Something you'll never see

I've got something close to me
You damage my dreams
You've got something close to me
And it contains all my screams

You breathe in everything I have
And another day
You exhale all I had
And another way

Shattered into pieces
Pieces you can't seem to see
Pushing my chains
And I can't break free

I should be used to it
by now
I should just breathe
But I can't somehow

I hate you with all my passion
Yet your so inescapable
I need the freedom
But it seems just a fable

Fading into the grey
Pushing you away
Grasping at all my straws
But I can't obey

Your light for the blind
Is gone from before my eyes
Your winsome words
Recognized as lies

The coffin nails rattle
As they prepare for the iron head
You scream from behind
But I only stare ahead

Into the light
Away from your darkening soul
You die as you loose your grips on my soul
You die because I am in control

And it's over before it began
And I am free
Free to be chained by another
Another who throws away the key

Purge

If I don't get this out of me
I will surely break
Here's the world I want to give you
With the dreams I want to take

If I don't give in now
My soul will surely seperate
I'll forever be full of regrets
I'll forever be full of mistakes

My dreams revolve around you
And your soul
Takes all my pieces
And makes me whole

So many come and are gone again
Your the one who came and didn't leave
Gave my soul it's passion
Helped me my dreams to weave

Now I stand on the brink
Walking the thin line
Deciding left from right
Trying to interpret the signs

Now I'm becoming part of the past
And you are the future given from the present
Your soul is renewed
My soul is spent

Your on my mind
Your in my sea
You are who I am
You are who I want to be

Inside
Floating aimlessly away
Outside
Part of the grey

Leaving

Sometimes it feels like I'm missing
And I'm still alone
Sometimes it feels like I'm leaving
But I'm always still here

When I'm here
Next to your side
Think about everything I am
And everything I'm not

I've never been perfect
I've never done everything you needed
I've never left your side
I've never stopped saving you from yourself

So when my time comes
When I have to leave this place
When I have to go missing
And go on to the next

Keep me in your memories
Keep me inside you
Hold on to our memories
And help me leave everything else behind